Sunday, June 28, 2009

My head is...well I don't know where it is!

So he hurt me then tells me loves me and wants to be with me. Now I start to understand a little more about his pain. But am I fool for looking past it and believeing him? I've been down this road before. It put me in some pretty bad places. I hate to be alone but I've finally started to see the light and realize that I also don't want to be with someone who doesn't feel the same. I want someone to want me and not just parts of me either. Sex is great and if you know anything about me you know I enjoy it but I don't want just that. I need soft touches and sweet words too. Sometimes it's a hard balance with me, but I feel that if he cares enough for me he'll put in the effort to try. I enjoy someone to take my hand and push me out of my comfort zone. Someone to challenge me and make me think about things. But most importantly I need someone who can be understanding that Mo will always come first and respect that. Where is he? Have I missed him? Is he yet to come? And so my search for love goes on. I hope I'm not wrong now.

Monday, June 22, 2009


Hello All! I've decided to combine all my blogs into one. It's getting to be too much. Like keeping up with Facebook, Myspace, and Twitter weren't enough. I don't need more. So this one will be up and running very soon!